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Another thing to note is that I was suffering from an identity crisis due to me having Jewish lineage and I felt like I had to relate with the enemy because of what they did to me. Some sort of Stockholm Syndrome. I still suffer from mental illness to this day but I have learned and matured and am deeply sorry for any stupidity which I've related to or caused from my early teenage years. A lot of mental disorder went into the way I was, and I would like to be absolved of that and It just pains me to see and read all of this. It makes me completely guilty. Could someone please just help me?
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